zondag 21 februari 2016

Our dresses

We wore tight skirts and dresses
to philosophy class.
And we participated.
O God,
how much we participated.

‘Do not stop thinking
keep wide awake.’
We reminded ourselves
as the dawn broke the day.

How beautifully thin we got.
Now our dresses could be tighter
and shorter.  

Among the rambling sounds of cityscapes,
the sights of fleeting images,
our heads exploded.

Parts of our brains left stains
on the frames
of the glass of
his glasses.

She had left him.
All he had left of her was
us.
All that was left of us
was
that body underneath
the dress.
He counted our freckles, our
bones until
it bored him.
Until
his gaze rested upon
another statue.  

The days were getting shorter when
we started sleeping.
We slept and slept and slept.
O God, how much we slept.
We kept the curtains closed.

We found ourselves waking up.
And the sunbeams drawing
patterns on our sheets.
Less sharp now, but we were
clearly seeing
the faces in the streets.
And it took a long time, but
a while until  
we found our smile back in
tv-commercials
our heads back
in our beds.


vrijdag 19 februari 2016

Major Tom



Do you remember you had promised me
to stay clean
on my eighteenth birthday party?
I swear to God.
You heard what I said,
you recited the books you read.

I remember catching you in corners,
sniffing powder of off my parents’ cd collection.
Your shoulders and your back were bend.
I like to think 
I thought you looked small.

But I did not think that
at all.

As we filled our veins with
liquid luck.
Pretending not to care about our skins,
the stains.
All I could think of
was telling my friends:

you looked like Kurt Cobain. 

zondag 14 februari 2016

Apple

Apple (2)

And then suddenly,
the awareness of your nakedness arrives.
Construction workers long for the sound of rustling paper,
students feel the need to rub brick against their skins.
Did we choose to take
the yellow submarine
we are in?

You must have an opinion.
They can
read everything.
They can
see everything.
Is it you 
or is it 
the repetition 
of your judgements
that is boring me?

When you think you have come to terms with
the clothes you are wearing,
translucent walls
you are staring at.
Stretch your head out of
cotton candy clouds;
the things you think you saw
now come in true proportions.
Minds are mindlessly alike,
crowds consist of beating hearts and
all male Gods
just
mortals.